I love you and I like you

I went to prom.

p.s. comments are back on.

should I say it? okay. oranges. for whoever gets that, laugh at my expense.

IT'S SUMMER BUT I HAVE SCHOOL STILL WHAT IS THIS MADNESS

thrifted gold shirt, crochet shirt from hollister, random shorts, frilly socks and sneakers, fossil sunglasses

I know this outfit is really awkward and not attractive but I am diving further into the whole "sneakers as a fashionable thing I guess" so that's what that is. Also I decided about this outfit last night at about 1am when I was like MUST STUDY but wait must put together outfits first oops. 

Experimenting for experimenting's sake. Someone should put that on a shirt. Maybe it's already on a shirt. I don't know.

Cheeky camera man. Looks like much happier paparazzi.

Also styled below in a more Urban Outfitters-y, boho kind of thing, I guess... which is probably why I didn't actually wear it, because whenever I think about Urban Outfitters I want to throw up and fight for equality at the same time, which is harder than it sounds.

Again at 1am. Such a fan of that shirt. Also those pants are da bomb.

For those who want to comment, I took the comments off. This might be a temporary thing but idk. I just want to know how it is to not have comments. I haven't received any negative comments, I just don't really want them right now? And I'm kind of grossed out by everything in the world so I throw it in the trash angrily? Including comments? And other things? So yeah I'm going through a moody I-hate-everything faze but it'll pass. Eventually.

sky phenomenon

I have been immersing myself into pop culture lately, so naturally I got an instagram.

Since I haven't been around for a while, here's what I've been doing, via my instagram pictures.

And other things I've been doing: procrastinating, self-loathing, being in love with people who don't love me back and staring out of windows a lot (see above). Also enjoying nature. Might as well put a positive one in here.

This is one of those rare times you will see into my mind and I will actually tell you something personal. Enjoy.

juicy juniors

I decided to get boyfriend jeans, and I wanted to do it right, so I actually bought men's jeans from Hollister. I've been having fun dressing androgynous but now it's too warm. You can tell by my face in these pictures, it's all flushed. I like how you can see the summer haze creeping in.

"in my imagination you are cast in gold..."

let's listen to depressing music just because the sun isn't out

If I actually knew any of you in real life, and we met up and talked, I think this is how the conversation would go:

You: Hey Meagan! How are you? What's up in your life?

Me: LOL NOTHING WHATSOEVER watched all of the parks and rec I could find and ate a bunch of tiramisu LOOK AT MY FACE DOES IT LOOK LIKE ANYTHING IS GOING ON AGHHHHHH (goes to hide under rock)

shirt from free people, all skirts from forever 21, socks from target, random shoes.

from parks & prejudice aka the best tumblr ever created

this is literally just my life right now. sorz not sorz. (but really I'm sorry)

I saw her swimming in the river... we met so unexpectedly

3 years old.

3rd grade.

5th grade.

6th grade.

7th grade.

8th grade.

Freshman year.

This year.

I've noticed that you guys have only seen outfits that I put together when I'm "creatively inclined". That's kind of sad, because it makes me look like I have interesting stuff every day. I don't. To shed this fake reality, I've decided to show you guys some of the outfits I wear on a regular basis. Literally, I wear them on a cycle. My friends are probably totally bored with the fact that I practically wear the same thing every week.

Something also nice about these pictures: it really shows me throughout the week because I have no makeup on and my hair is completely natural. So yeah. This is what I look like on a regular basis.

The left one is more for when it's summer, but I have worn that shirt SO MUCH. Shirt from American Eagle and pants are thrifted. 

Right one I also wear the shit out of. Shirt and sports bra and headband from Aerie (literally my favorite store ever), jeans from American Eagle.

My "UGH I HAVE WORK TODAY RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL" outfit. Yes, I own yoga pants. They're awesome. The yoga pants are from Aerie and the rest of the stuff is random (My Brightest Diamond shirt gotten at her concert!!!! ♥ Shara is my homegirl).

On the left: Aerie sports bra, American Apparel shirt, American Eagle jeans, random shows.

On the right: random everything except the shoes are Steve Madden I think and the pants are J Crew.

Also here's what my school stuff looks like:

MY BACKPACK. SO INTERESTING.

My homework folder, assignment book and pencil bag. The folder says "You don't sleep, you only dream" on it. 

All my books right now. Not including the 6th Harry Potter, which I'm also reading (for the millionth timeee). DON'T JUDGE ME FOR READING EAT PRAY LOVE OKAY I KNOW IT'S FOR 40 YR OLD WOMEN BUT IT'S ADDICTING OKAY. Kaffir Boy for English. This Side of Paradise because I am a sucker for American Romanticism. Poirot joue le jeu because I need to learn passé simple which is so annoying. Like really, who makes up a past tense just for books? Ughhh. 

(here have some lo-fi)